Wednesday, 17 August 2011

Sai baba helped to get Admission,Residency and Visa

Om Sai ram!!!

Anonynomous from US says:
Dear Tanvy,

Will have a look at the blog,definitely.Its nice of you to give so much credit to me who didnt even do anything.But Baba brought all of us together.I dont know since the time this started,a new change has come into me..I think something good is going to happen soon,thats why Baba brought this into your mind and he gave me the idea to read SaiSatcharita daily into my mind.
First let me share with you the good experiences i had after i started following this path 4 years ago.
First time when i was exposed to SaiBaba was in my PU,during my exams.For some reason,I couldnt study well and was sick at the time of the exam ,so mentally scared and honeslty i should have failed,but i kept hope and just went to the temple daily before my exams.and you know with all the hurdles,i got a medical seat in my own home town.If it is not his miracle,what else is it?But i didnt realise anything at that time,i was too young,may be,but went to the temple once in a while.Then completed my MBBS successfully,always had some problems,dont know why,but completed it with no failures.This entire period i hardly went to the temple nor prayed to him.May be once in a year I casually went to the temple.Then my brother financially supported me and he asked me to come to the US for further education.It was not my decision at all,I wanted to go to UK where he was,so that it is easier.I really dont know why this happened,but i just followed my destiny and came here.

This was the start of a big change in my life.failures poured onto me like anything...i was so scared of my decisions.It was at this time,i met my husband,who was my brother's senior in college for some help as to how to proceed with so many failures.If this is not Sainath's miracle,what else is it?I wanted to go back,but i was so helpless at that time.I lived with him for so many months until i completed my exams.Even then,it didnt occur to my mind to seek Sainath's help,although now i know that he was behind me always.Getting a residency was such a hercuelan task for me,obviously with the failures,your CV looks bad...and this was the first time,i really sat and wrote om SaiRam many times a day.I managed to get a residency,but totally forgot that it was He who helped me again.So all these small moments are recollected now and i feel it.Recently i dont know a year ago,something made me take this path.I really dont recall why and how.Now as i told you i have been doing all these things,whatever comes to my mind and whatever i read on blogs i follow the same.
He gave me a good career,which i always wanted,beleive me,the hurdles that i faced,i cant thank Him enough Tanvy.He is my Father,Mother.Everyday i sit in front of the questions and answers page and keep typing whatever comes to my mind and keep asking him if my thinking is right or wrong.I have gotten so much drawn to this path.
Yes,I have lot of marital conflicts.For a long time,i ignored it,but now i have reached a point where i think i cannot take it anymore,but i dont want to harm or hurt others.My husand has been a good man.Its just that his words,his behaviour is too different for me to take for the type of person I am.I want to be calm,quiet,and have a small family with kids which is not happening in this marriage.I am unable to say i have a family with husband and kids,i dont know why.There is a big barrier between us for unknown reasons.I dont want to harm his parents or my parents by going through a divorce.He lost his father recently.if i start this now,i can imagine the shock his family will have to endure.My brother's marriage ended up in divorce,if my parents see this happening to me again,what will become of them.i want Baba to help me with this.Thats the reason i am wandering here and there for peace of mind.A marriage which i badly wanted,a marriage which helped me to be what i wanted to be in my career is something which my mind hasnt been liking anymore.My husband and my brother helped me a lot in my career,i am grateful to them.I am not sure how i will tell them about this.I havent told this to my husband,because i havent made any decison yet.But my unhappiness is killing me Tanvy.Day and night,i think only about it.When I go to the questions and answers site,Baba always tells me,things will be alright.I dont know what to do.I am in a state where i want Baba to come in some form and guide me.The thought of dying comes to me,but i dont want to ruin a life which my parents gave me with so much efforts,i have some responsibilties towards them as well in their old age.I dont want to run away from life.One day i thought about it,and when i opened SaiSatcharita,Baba opened the page where a man wanted to die and Swami Akkalkot Maharaj tells the man not to do it because all the sins will be transferred to the next birth.Beleive me,Baba is watching us every second,we have to be truthful to Him.
I am sorry,i shared my whole story with you,but i feel nice now.

3 comments:

  1. Anonynomous ji

    Dont worry deva ji is with you all the time and i know one day you will post your experience of getting a baby by baba's blessings.I'll be waiting for that day.

    OM SAI RAM

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  2. Anonymous ji credit of this blog goes only to you.Because the idea of blog is given by you only.

    May sai nath give you peace and solve all your hurdles..

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  3. Dear Madam,
    Do not worry, Everything will be alright as BABA said. I am also going through hell currently but is just pulling on by the grace of Baba. Hope soon he will set things alright for me. He is my sole refuge.
    All the very best & good luck always. May all your wishes come true. JAI SAI RAM.

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